今天新將這首歌放入Space以作收藏

是因為這幾天很高興

壓迫心頭持續一個月的事情終於有了很大一步的進展

儘管現在還不能確定最後真的能皆大歡喜

不過,我能努力的地方我已經努力過

至於結果,我既沒有控制權,也就怎麼都不遺憾了

如果最後真的不隨人愿

也就能寬心的離開...

 

很早之前就在聽這首歌了

也知道這首歌曲在剛剛面世的時候,就引起了日本社會各界的討論與批評

生意繁忙的店裡是不能播放這首歌曲的

因為從慢歌腳步不能讓人完整的聽完這首歌,恐有斷章取義而誤解之慮 

不過我初聽時只是覺得旋律很喜歡,很合我口味而已

對於詞的理解並無特別

但是當我真的由絕望漸看到一絲希望的霞光時

就感覺這首歌是以物極必反的哲理來在絕望中鼓勵人們尋找希望

 

 

由一種文字到另一種文字

由一種文化到另一種文化

一首歌唱到每個人的心理都會引起不同的漣漪

我只把歌詞的譯文放在這裡

你的感受是什麽

就自己去特別體會吧

只是希望每個人都能堅持一下

或許就在你要放棄的前一秒

事情就轉向了好的那一面

 

如果活著是痛苦的話

倒不如乾脆默默死掉

情人與家人儘管會傷心

但過了三天也就回歸原狀

如果留心就會發現老了之後

大家都會去一樣的地方

 

如果活著是痛苦的話

那就大聲的嚎啕大哭吧

當東方露白

也就哭得累得熟睡了吧

會在深夜裡哭泣的

不一定只有嬰兒而已

 

如果活著是痛苦的話

那就專注地去凝視那份悲傷吧

據說那份悲傷總有一天

會盛開得如同一瓣花朵

你只需默默地用伸出了的雙手

去守護她而非摘下她

 

從什麽都沒有的地方來

前往什麽都沒有的地方去

就像從不曾有過些什麽般的

那就是生生不息的生命

 

如果活著是痛苦的話

那就活到厭倦一切為止

歷史是小小的秋千

宇宙是小小的飲水之地

如果活著是痛苦的話

就將離開人世的喜悅留到最後

 

如果活著是痛苦的話

 

 

この楽曲の歌詞は、もともと森山直太朗の友人である、詩人の御徒町凧によって1997年頃(御徒町凧:20歳前後)に"詩"として生み出された。また、この楽曲は発売前に、首都医校・大阪医専・名古屋医専の2008年度TVCMに起用された。前向きに命と向き合う事がテーマであり、2008年6月8日のNHK『SAVE THE FUTURE エコうた』にて初披露した後、コンサートツアー2008『諸君!?』でも歌った。

森山が引越しの手伝いをするために、御徒町の自宅を訪れた時、偶然この詩が書かれた紙を発見し作曲・発売に至った。実は、以前にも御徒町は森山にこの詩を提供しようとしていたのだが、森山は「覚えていない」と語っている。テレビCMのタイアップで2008年春から放送されておりフルバージョンでの初披露、CDリリースまで期間がとても長かったのが特徴的。また、本シングルの1曲目は編曲者笹路正徳によるアレンジバージョンである。2曲目に、森山によるアコースティックギターの弾き語りバージョンも収録。ライブでの演奏の多くや、TVCMは、2曲目に近い。

2008年自身のツアーの最終公演を終えテレビで初披露した後、「新曲に賛否の意見1000件」と報道された。この批判の内容は歌詞の内容が「生きてることが辛いならいっそのこと死ねばいい」と自殺を勧めるような内容にとれるといったものであったが、森山は、決してそのような歌ではなく、最後まで聴く事で本当の意味を汲み取ってほしいとコメントしている。そして「未来は明るい。そう思っていたらきっとそうなると信じています」などと語った。

2008年12月『第50回日本レコード大賞』にてこの楽曲が作詞賞を受賞する。

しかし、一部のコンビニエンスストアなどでは、短時間に出入りする客が多いコンビニでは「歌詞の一部だけ耳にする可能性がある」として放送禁止となっている。一方、テレビなどでは「問題ない」として流されており、TVCMではその該当する歌詞は使用されていない。

この楽曲の歌詞は、もともと森山直太朗の友人である、詩人の御徒町凧によって1997年頃(御徒町凧:20歳前後)に"詩"として生み出された。また、この楽曲は発売前に、首都医校・大阪医専・名古屋医専の2008年度TVCMに起用された。前向きに命と向き合う事がテーマであり、2008年6月8日のNHK『SAVE THE FUTURE エコうた』にて初披露した後、コンサートツアー2008『諸君!?』でも歌った。

森山が引越しの手伝いをするために、御徒町の自宅を訪れた時、偶然この詩が書かれた紙を発見し作曲・発売に至った。実は、以前にも御徒町は森山にこの詩を提供しようとしていたのだが、森山は「覚えていない」と語っている。テレビCMのタイアップで2008年春から放送されておりフルバージョンでの初披露、CDリリースまで期間がとても長かったのが特徴的。また、本シングルの1曲目は編曲者笹路正徳によるアレンジバージョンである。2曲目に、森山によるアコースティックギターの弾き語りバージョンも収録。ライブでの演奏の多くや、TVCMは、2曲目に近い。

2008年自身のツアーの最終公演を終えテレビで初披露した後、「新曲に賛否の意見1000件」と報道された。この批判の内容は歌詞の内容が「生きてることが辛いならいっそのこと死ねばいい」と自殺を勧めるような内容にとれるといったものであったが、森山は、決してそのような歌ではなく、最後まで聴く事で本当の意味を汲み取ってほしいとコメントしている。そして「未来は明るい。そう思っていたらきっとそうなると信じています」などと語った。

2008年12月『第50回日本レコード大賞』にてこの楽曲が作詞賞を受賞する。

しかし、一部のコンビニエンスストアなどでは、短時間に出入りする客が多いコンビニでは「歌詞の一部だけ耳にする可能性がある」として放送禁止となっている。一方、テレビなどでは「問題ない」として流されており、TVCMではその該当する歌詞は使用されていない。

 

       Many women taking the crowded train in Tokyo opt for women-only carriages during the rush hour to avoid gropers.

      

       Now, for fear of being accused of groping, some are asking for carriages reserved for men as well.

 

       Ten shareholders of Seibu Holdings, which runs trains in the Tokyo area, have petitioned for carriages reserved for men.

 

       "There have been many cases of groping, as well as false charges of groping, on Seibu Railway," the shareholders said in a notice seeking a vote at the company's annual meeting next Wednesday.

   

       "While measures against groping, such as setting women-only carriages, have been effective to a certain extent, no measures have been taken against false charges of groping... In the spirit of gender-equality, a male-only carriage must be introduced."

 

       False accusations of groping were highlighted when Japan's Supreme Court overturned in April the conviction of a professor for groping a girl on a Tokyo train.

 

       Judges pointed out a need to be careful in such cases when the accuser was the only source of evidence, media said.

 

       But the shareholder request for men's carriages may not be implemented, as Seibu's board of directors opposes the idea.

 

       "The reality is that we have few requests from Seibu Railway users for setting up male-only carriages," the board said in its reply to the shareholder request.

 

       In Tokyo, around 2,000 people were arrested for groping in 2007, data from the police showed. Many crowded train lines, including Seibu lines, designate a carriage just for women during the rush hour.

 

樓下大堂的書市又開了大概有一個禮拜了

從來沒有進去仔細看過

因為在週邊漂過一兩眼之後

總覺得是賣一些什麽中小學練習題之類的

進去應該是不會有所收穫

再者這邊的書價相對於目前處於待業狀態的我來說還是有點兒貴

一般如果不是特別喜歡或者是在內地很難買到的話

就不會放血一搏了

 

昨天傍晚回來

知道蓓蓓同學還沒有到家

於是就鬼使神差的走進了賣場

很粗略的掃射著檯面上的書

竟然讓我發現了有兩個月前剛出的張愛玲的新書<小團圓>

有點兒小驚喜

之前剛剛上市的時候就準備買的

但某人答應我在我的"壽辰"那天送給我

結果估計是不想跟我"團圓"

所以一切許願泡湯

<小團圓>的購買計畫也被無情擱置

 

接下來就是大驚喜了

這本書竟然也8.5折

也就是原價七十八的書折後只需六十六

還從來沒在這邊遇到過書打折誒

於是頓時覺得這是緣分

立馬買下了這本<小團圓>

 

雖然這本書在國內也有出版

但是矯情的我就是喜歡繁體字

就是喜歡從左邊翻開,內裡是豎著排版的古體式書噻

 

噢~~<小團圓>

終於跟你團圓鳥...

詞: 松井由利夫            曲:水森英夫          編曲: 伊戸のりお       唄: 氷川きよし

ヤーレン  ソーラン  ソーラン  ソーラン
ソーラン  ソーラン  ハイハイ

空の青さを  ドカンと浴びりゃ
消えて吹っ飛ぶ  モヤモヤは
雨で泥濘(ぬかる)む  道なき道も
表通りへ  いつか出る
晴れりゃお日様  笑顔をみせる
曇りゃ三日月  エェ顔かくす  ヤサエー
エンヤーサーノー  ドッコイショ

 

夢の中なら  肩抱きしめて
好きとはっきり  言えたのに
あの娘可愛いい  もぎたてリンゴ
まぶし  すぎるよ  片えくぼ
甘い切ない泣きたい想い
聞いてください  エェお月さま ヤサエー
エンヤーサーノー  ドッコイショ

ヤーレン  ソーラン  ソーラン  ソーラン
ソーラン  ソーラン  ハイハイ

雪も流氷(こおり)も  春くりゃ溶ける
夜が明ければ  朝が来る
背筋(せすじ)伸ばせば  遠くが見える
見えりゃ広がる  人生が
涙ひとつぶ  男のいのち
負けて泣くより  エェ勝って泣け  ヤサエー
エンヤーサーノー  ドッコイショ

 

還是不要看了

在瞭解了大概的內容以後

我勸自己關閉了窗口

告訴自己

還是不要看了

越看越放不下

放不下那段無法言喻的歷險生活

不想這看似平靜的生活又起什麽波瀾

雖然這平靜底下的暗湧在不斷的繼續

 

好似一個夢

說出來的時候就已過時

就已成爲了永久過去式

 

 

 

"要不就買杜拉拉2吧"Beibei如是說

付賬的時候我手裡最終拿的還是<The Jesus Dynasty>

又名<耶穌的真實王朝>

對買前者心裡總是有點兒覺得勉強

書面上的推介語寫的好彆扭

總覺得那本書至少現在來說還是不適合我看

沒想到在一本名為<聖經密碼>的下面

還放著一沓子的<The Jesus Dynasty>

 

或許Beibei說得對

我對什麽都不相信

所以就當我最近在考慮要不要信教的時候

我還是會有疑慮

既是對自己的毅力的不信任

也是對這個神的不信任

覺得要我把自己的思想完全交給這么一個神

有點恐怖，不放心

我甚至對這個神還一無所知

 

然而就在他的受難日的前夕

或者這就是天父的安排

把我帶到了這本書的面前

 

要說明的是

我覺得這個中文譯名不是太好

"真實"二字有點兒多餘,也有點兒自負

畢竟真實到底是什麽

并無定論

一家之言何必爲了多賣幾本而搞一個如此嘩眾取寵的名字呢

內容我個人還是很喜歡

 

不過我今後在信仰方面到底怎樣選擇

今天是受難日

我衷心的祈禱我身邊的人都幸福安康

阿門!

 

 

 

                                                                                                                                    

                                                                                                                               @ SH 蕾姐家

 

 

 

譯文:

 

微風輕揚 低訴春華到訪
繁花深處 獨自擷取幽香　　

思君難忘 於此天涯一方
宛如春日融融 相伴滿路菲芳

此情此望誠可鑒 皎若白日光

與君別離久 各自遠飏路茫茫

何日重見故人來 笑顏未改 鬢已成霜　

 

暮云靄靄 偕來秋色盈窗　　

紅日西墜 遠山盡染霞光

前塵難忘 於此天涯一方

宛如秋陽脈脈 相照滿園藜麥黃

惟愿萬事如君想 平生何所望

與君別離久 各自遠飏路茫茫

何日重見故人來 笑顏未改 鬢已成霜

作詞:長渕剛      作曲: 長渕剛     唄: TOKIO

Oh...
泣くも  笑うも  どうせ最後は自分なんだ
わかっちゃいるけど  誰かにすがりたい

標識を失いながら  彷徨う悲しき青春
言葉がつたないだけです  どうかわかってくれよと
まちがいだらけの空に
死にかけた青春が  一匹  飛んで行く

※Oh  それでも  十字路に突っ立ち
生き抜く標識を  探し当て
負けた者たちの泣き言は  ひとひらの枯れ葉さ
信じるのさ  永遠(とわ)と未来(みらい)と明日(あした)を
信じるのさ  永遠(とわ)と未来(みらい)と明日(あした)を※

Oh...
『行く』も『行かぬ』も  どうせ最後は自分なんだ
我慢がならない  その一瞬の為に

標識を失いながら  彷徨う悲しき青春
優しさが欲しいだけです  どうかわかってくれよと
まちがいだらけの空に
死にかけた青春が  一匹  飛んで行く

(※くり返し)

まちがいだらけの空に
死にかけた青春が  一匹  飛んで行く

(※くり返し)

Oh...

 

Taurus Horoscope for December 2008

 

December is shaping up as a milestone month, and one of your favorites of the year, a truth you'll see as you get closer to December 23. Lovely happenstance will continue to surprise and thrill you through most of January. Important travel to a location overseas (or at the very least to a city that's at a great distance from your regular base) for pure pleasure will make this month a standout.
　　
December will have a few tense moments too, making this month one of high contrast, but don't dwell on that - I will help you with that period at midmonth. Nothing should spoil your holiday period.
　　
A truly special day will come immediately, December 1, when planet of happiness and love, Venus, will meet with Jupiter, planet of prosperity and good luck, in your ninth house of foreign people and places. Expect an outstandingly fortunate day when lots of good luck should come your way. You can take a judicious risk on December 1, for you will have a comfy margin of error and be protected in rare ways - feel free to take that risk with the knowledge that you are likely to do well.

 

This meeting of Venus and Jupiter takes place only once a year and when they do, this cosmic event always has special significance to you, for Venus is Taurus' guardian planet. This meeting of two benefic planets will give you a peek of what will come to you as you progress through December. Exciting travel may be in the offing this month or you may receive news from an individual abroad. If it is the latter, it will be news that makes you jump for joy.
　　
Once you get to December 27, you will clearly see that your areas for gain will stem from all sorts of travel (especially for pleasure) as well as an important international relationship or the upcoming import or export of goods, services, or information. If you do travel, with good fortune Jupiter in your travel sector, you will find that a trip could be positively life changing in the insights that result.
　　
There are other areas that glitter brightly for you too this month, and those involve the media, whether that involves a publishing or broadcasting assignment, or as a writer, producer, or guest being interviewed. Alternatively you may focus your preparations on gaining an advanced degree from a university.

 

This trend on education, the media, or international travel and relationships will pulse at a quick beat once the new moon arrives December 27. That new moon will open a portal that will remain through early January but that will have far-reaching, positive ramifications for your life.
　　
If you were born on April 25 or within five days of this date, this trend will be especially strong.

However, with so many planets moving through earth signs, every Taurus will have something to celebrate.
　　
At midmonth, you may experience an untoward surprise involving money. Your first clue that something is amiss will first surface on December 10, but you won't know the whole story until the full moon appears on December 12. All full moons have an area of three days, bringing you to a heightened sense of awareness of this matter until December 15.

 

Mars has been forcing you to deal with added expenses and will continue to do so until month's end. Aside from your holiday shopping, it appears other expenses have been coming at you too, and you've had to handle those as well. There'll be no way to avoid the consequences of the news you hear about money at the full moon, and you may become tense. You'll need to find a quick solution too because Saturn will block Mars on December 15 as well, suggesting that you'll feel stymied until you handle the problem. Keep a careful watch on your spending as you enter December, for you may go over budget without realizing it. Socializing appears to be the culprit, for going out to parties and dinners this month will prove to be quite expensive.
　　
Just knowing a bit of financial instability may show up at midmonth will help you be more vigilant, and also better assess your options. If you know an expense is on the way, you can plan the activities you'd really like to do and decide in advance how much you'd feel comfortable spending. Alas, whatever expense comes up at midmonth will be completely unexpected and quite jarring. Keep up with your daily bank balances, lest you make a math error and find your checks begin to cascade rapidly. (The holidays are a busy time - this could happen to anyone!)

 

Professionally, Venus will enter your career zone on December 7 and will remain there all month. Venus will see to it that the reviews of your work by VIPs bring raves - it appears everyone wants you in their corner. In fact, a promotion is in the offing by early February. Underlings will support you too and ask to work for you - at work you'll be quite sought after.
　　
Thankfully, your strong focus on money will calm down by December 21, in time to truly enjoy the holiday season romantically and personally. The world will be your oyster, and the environment a warm and friendly place to navigate. You'll be eager to jump into holiday activities. Keep your schedule open so that you can meet up with friends on December 24, when an offer to enjoy friends, music, eggnog, and delicious foods may come in quite spontaneously.
　　
Clearly, one of the many ways you'll enjoy December is through travel to a distant point. Although the emphasis on packing and flying away to an exotic city will be in the air all month, once the new moon arrives on December 27, it will become a more urgent trend that becomes more possible in the two weeks that follow.

 

If your birthday falls on April 25, you will be positively overcome with wanderlust - let it happen!
　　
This year, on New Year's Eve, with the moon in poetic, perfect-for-Taurus Pisces and benefic Jupiter sending dazzling vibrations to travel planet Mercury, you may ring in the New Year by sipping champagne with your partner in the shadow of beautifully lit Eiffel Tower. Even if you're not attached, see if you can find a rare and special travel bargain to an exotic point - if anyone can find a package, it will be you! Go with a friend in that case, or your sibling, but go you must!
　　
Summary
　　
This month has a strong financial tone, and with Mars tearing through your credit sector, mounting balances seem to be a part of life this month. Try as you will, monster expenses will come out to bite you, so do your best to keep unnecessary spending down. If you can defer a few things for yourself for later, you may be all the happier for it. It looks like you may be spending to improve your current home, to move, or to buy / rent a new home.
　　
I suggest you put off as many expenses this month as you can because of the witch of a full moon due December 12, operative plus or minus three days. This emotional full moon will cause just about everyone you know to push the panic button. For you, financial considerations seem to reach a certain culmination that feels like the point of no return.

 

Don't worry so much, dear Taurus. As you will learn next month, you are moving into a truly extraordinary career phase that will last a year. While you DO have to manage money responsibly throughout December, if you've been victimized by the difficult global economic conditions, you will soon find a way to climb your way out of your current pit to the very top of the mountain. Yes, that may sound like a movie plot, but you can turn things to your favor. I will have nothing but good news in the two months to come.
　　
At month's end, despite any financial conditions that swirl around you, you seem almost certain to travel quite far. This may be due to the kindness of someone near who loves you and who has given you an air ticket. Or it may be a trip of a lifetime you've been planning for a very long time - this one seems really special. If you are leaving to study abroad, you could not have chosen a better time to go.
　　
For those who work in the media, whether publishing or broadcasting, a big opportunity may come up for you that makes you so happy you will want buy a sign in Times Square to tell the world about it. Wow!
　　
It may help to know that any articles, books, or TV shows having to do with financial themes will do very well, as planets in Capricorn suggest that. Capricorn also rules antiques and historical themes, so look to those as being quite successful, too.

 

Your favorite day this month will be December 1, when Venus and Jupiter combine to make you feel like the luckiest person in the zodiac, and maybe, dear Taurus, you ARE!
　　
Dates to watch for December:
　　
Romantically, your best nights to have fun include: December 1, 9, 13, 17, 21 (perfect for entertaining guests in your home), 21-24, 26-28, and 31.

 

Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread 
I lose my way but still you seem to understand 
Now and forever 
I will be your man. 

Sometimes I just hold you 
Too caught up in me to see 
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me 
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever 
I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time

 

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever
I will be your man

Now and forever
I will be your man

 

不愛看韓劇的我

最後發現原來自己花了整整一星期廢寢忘食看完的是一本韓劇劇本

但是從篇幅的實際來看

又是一部美劇

貌似這本花了我三十大洋的厚厚的書原來還僅僅只是微微的"第一季"

而以後的第N季都將刊登在一個定價不菲的雜志上

讓我望而卻步

不過更主要的還是因為不喜歡看艮長拖沓的連續劇

也就不想繼續再為這種劇本花錢了

相信在這強大的網絡時代

想看一下到底爲什麽林蕭會毅然決然的跟著南湘私奔應該是不難的

 

滿篇的話說是奢侈品品牌名稱的英文字母

讓我這個還處於CLINIQUE初級階段<或許還在懷念佳雪>的人曾經以為這些也是作者虛構的內容之一

不過後來查了一兩個之後

就有在想這是不是收了廣告費或者贊助費的結果

而且這樣還可以有一個延續性

萬一將來哪個導演想要尊重原著拍一部"里程碑式"的國產"青春偶像劇"的話

那這些現在投了資的廠商不就樂開懷了麽

 

不過

這本書我在豆瓣上還是給了三顆星的評價的

代表"還行"

因為作為一本可以在既不想專心聽課,又不能專心看課外書的課堂上"偷"著看的書

確實還行

不傷腦筋

Vocal: Ronan Keating <Boyzone>           電影<Notting Hill> OST

 

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain

What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

 

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

 

The smile on your face
There's a truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand

Lets me know that you need me

 

You say it best when you say nothing at all

You say it best when you say nothing at all

You say it best when you say nothing at all

 

相關音樂視頻: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yPHEHDWs72o&feature=related

 

很久都沒有在空間放過新歌了

除了網絡的不方便之外

更是使用正版VISTA的不方便

一系列由於正版系統帶給我的不方便之後

開始重新思考正版和盜版之間的關係

覺得原來真的是"存在即有他的道理和價值"

哇咔咔~~~~

 

現在這首歌的歌名叫<Je T’Aime>

意思相信大家都明白吧

這邊就不詳解了

不過第一句的意思想說一下

就是"我永遠愛你" 嘿嘿

 

歌詞如下:

 

Je T’Aime

Vocal:Kelly Sweet

 

Je t’aime, je t’aime tu jour
I am forever yours
Sweet dreams, sweet dreams mon cher
You’re always in my prayers

Softly, sweetly
Wrapped up in Heaven’s arms
Sailing, soaring
Over the moon, gathering stardust

Be still, be safe, be sure
Je t’aime, je t’aime tu jour

Wishing, praying
All of your dreams come true
Please remember
Wherever you are
My heart is with you

Sweet dreams, sweet dreams mon cher
Always in my prayers
I am forever yours
Je t’aime, je t’aime tu jour